hahahaha
go get the yeah yeah yeahs CD its GREAT!!!! and only $8.99 at tower ha.
Kimmy
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@2:54 PM
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Thursday, February 12, 2004
home again. well kinda.
the journey is still not over.
bestfriends means, bestfriends means.
Kimmy
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@9:27 PM
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Sunday, January 25, 2004
You. You were a friend. You were a friend of mine I let you spend the night
You see how it was my fault. Of course it was mine.
I'm too hard at work. Have you ever heard of anything so absurd ever in your life.
I'm sorry for wasting your time.
Who am I to say this situation isn't great? It's my job to make the most of it
Of course I didn't know that it would happen to me. Not that easy.
Hey what's that you say? You're not blaming me for anything that's great
But I don't break that easy. Does it fade away?
So that's why I'm apologizing now for telling you I thought that we could make it
I just don't get enough to believe that we've both changed.
Who am I to say this situation isn't great? It's my time to make the most of it
How could I ever know that this would happen to me, not that easy, no
All along the fault is up for grabs why don't you have it
Well it's for sale go make your offer, I'll sell it for no less than what I bought it for
Pay no more than absolutely zero.
Well neither one of us deserves the blame because opportunities moved us away
And it's not an easy thing to learn to play a game that's made for two that's you and me
The rules remain a mystery. See it can be easy.
Who am I to say this situation isn't great? It's our time to make the most of it
How could we ever know that this would happen to me, not that easy, no
All along the fault is up for grabs and there you have it
Well it's for sale go make your offer, I'll sell it for no less than what I bought it for
Pay no more than absolutely zero.
JasonMraz
i really like this song....
Kimmy
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@3:05 AM
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Thursday, December 18, 2003
went to starbucks last night with daniel and wilson heheh it was kewl i havent seen wilson in awhile. and the day before that daniel and nick went with me to dennys that was kewl tooo i love nick. =)
Kimmy
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@11:45 AM
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Monday, December 15, 2003
i haven't posted a "real" post in so long ... mainly due to the fact that i don't have the internet at my place we're too poor heh oh well but i'm gonna be spending the week here at the father's house so yeah why not just post something right?... whatever i'm shallow and superficial kill me i let myself get hurt even when I KNOW i can prevent it its been a habitual thing its a part of me the pain helps me i think... its like i cant do with out i want to get hurt i want to stress out i was to feel shitty and its not anyones fault but mine. i feel that if others around me are happy then i will be i sometimes truly believe this but then i try so hard to keep people(him) happy that i put myself behind him in my mind thinking if i make him happy then i will be happy because he is happy. it hasnt worked. sure we have good times and i dont really mind but what the fuck am i doing? people cant even be okie with me because they KNOW i'm not okie with myself. that sucks. so heres goes that over used question how i can be okie with myself? how many FUCKING times have i freaking said this? akabillion. yep. dude i just want to be okie with everything i dont want to be all sad then pick up and be happy because i know people are around me i just want to okie. i dont like the anxiety i get its whack totally unnecessary for me come on! i'm 19 years old right now i'm not working i live on my own i have friends i do WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT but still cant just be okie. its whack its a fucked up mind state really i dont know where this is going but its just something that makes me feel semi better for the moment so i will keep going on =) wow... side tracked... oh well... also i have to whine about this. the people i hang out with i love them to death but really i dont have much to talk to them about everyone listens to other kinds of music and they like other things then i do it feels shitty to not have that part of you expand and grow i guess. i do have friends that have the same interest that i do but i dont get to see them much but i do love the time i spend with them. with all my friends . but it just seems i do a lot of listening now not that its bad its just i love to talk. i feel uninteresting to them blah... i'm sure there�s more i could babble on about but its cool i feel better now.
fauck speLLl cheeckh
Kimmy
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@7:03 PM
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Monday, December 08, 2003
You've made a lasting impression
And if it doesn't feel right
Then I just can't go wrong
I've been sleeping with the lights on
So if I wake in the night
Your picture is clearly in sight
I could explode
'Cause you just never, you never know
It would suit the moment perfectly
You've made a lasting impression
And if it doesn't feel right
Then I just can't go wrong
I've been sleeping with the lights on
So if I wake in the night
X--------------------- < /3 ----------X
Kimmy
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@9:38 PM
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Monday, November 03, 2003
feels like fall now...
Kimmy
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@3:01 PM
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Saturday, November 01, 2003
two x's connected by a dotted line
a special gift to you
one representing where you are
and what is left to do
it's so easy to forget what you want
i pull the question from my skull
it's so easy to forget
refracted, distracted, replaced by bigger ones
-velvetteen
Kimmy
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@4:45 PM
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Saturday, October 18, 2003
"...Oh, my tongue's the only muscle in my body that works harder than my heart...
This is the price you pay for loss of control. This is the break in the battle..." ~brandnew
follow your heart?... how is this supposed to happen?
ehhh i just don't know anymore each day is so diffrent but still so the same you all know whati mean heh. =) i miss everything whatever everything is i still dont know but i miss it heh =T
Kimmy
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@10:36 AM
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Sunday, September 28, 2003
i miss wilson. i really feel i lost touch with him it is a bit awkward when we do talk now, thats pretty sorry but i guess i dont help much i dont go out of my way to call or anything but i just dont feel like bothering him he seems like he has so many other things that are more worthwhile but what do i know heh . kill me quick .
i woke up in a car
Kimmy
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@1:04 AM
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Thursday, September 18, 2003
it feels so right to be next to you to be in your arms. and you wonder why i fall... how can i not when you do these things... each and everything... you must know i take them all in. your smile, your innocent kisses, your sweet touch. its all too much for me.
=/
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Kimmy
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@8:38 PM
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Saturday, September 13, 2003
"...'cause you can't keep a secret if it never was a secret to start." ~brandnew
nothing to post just yea... i want to be comfortable.
Kimmy
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@4:33 PM
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Wednesday, September 03, 2003
the starting line was awsome... hahha got to chill with finch awesome got to see kenny take a fat ass bong rip CLASSIC! hahha thanx to my buddy rob man it was freaking awsome... they were all so nice too. i had fun it was really nice. finch is really awesome live... way better than on CD for sure... and yea tsl always work it hehehhe
you really hurt my heart more and more each day. =(
-lame is kim
Kimmy
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@12:53 PM
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Sunday, August 31, 2003
heh i had the house to myself for a few days it was really nice and chill... yep but it is nice to have curdent back home missed him lots heh... i feel so blahh right now all sick its all bad
your lips, they pout and twist
and i die trying just to keep myself from kissing you.
you take in everything with a certainty i envy
it's somehow all i need
just keep me guessing please
all of these awkwardjumpstartstalling conversations
mean much more to me than anything
all the possibility and promise just weighs on me so heavily...
a look
a laugh
a smile
a second passes by and i regret it
words just aren't right
sometimes i just can't explain
all the ways you devastate me
always on my mind
-straylightrun
Kimmy
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@5:14 PM
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Sunday, August 24, 2003
heh its been a week and there have been some ups and downs but over all things are pretty okie =) chill hehe i leave to vegas tonight and come back on wed night i think heh =)
you got me like a loaded gun. =/ heh
i miss old times seems like i'm losing people....
Kimmy
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@11:46 AM
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Saturday, August 16, 2003
moved in. its interesting i dont know what to make of it really seems like i'm playing house or something... =/ i dont know if i'm okie but yea i dont know i'm crazy.REALLY.
but the more i learn the more i can't understand and i've become content with this life that i lead where i drink to much and don't believe in much of anything and i lie to myself and say "it's for the best." we're moving forward, but holding ourselves back and we're waiting on something that will never come...
life thats it.
Kimmy
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@10:03 PM
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Thursday, August 14, 2003
i really hate that i missed you so much.
stupid stupid stupid me heheheh =T
Kimmy
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@3:17 AM
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